Saturday, August 13, 2011
~ 2:41 AM ~
I very messy ,i cannot cold down.
Why ,why wan i will know about that? why he wan like this chu mai me? i treat him so bad? he know i am mandyng bf ,why he still wan like this betray me? he really wan like this do to me?
this morning , i wait ur sms and ur call, when u call me i very happy ,really happy ,how i know u call me ask me take something for u ? nvm . i keep waiting untill cannot sleep well...when i call u ,u tell me u eating at house ,at house got car horn? some one told me u not at house ,i very luan that time, and very messy , i no think other thing ,just wear shoe and go down find u ,i donno where u at ,i no care ,i just go down find ,finally i saw u ,but u together with XX ! that time wat i think i really donno ,i just fiant jor blank jor sot jor.....! u know that time my feeling? i have do until like this to u before? i have let u saw i with girl ? OMg why ?
some more u still tell me u , u two is kam ngam meet dao, u tell me u eat ,and u tell me u at MCD....then at minishop buy rice....,i know that u already LUAN ,wat u say u also donno jor ,becos u saw me !
nvm ,i cry infrot her ,i kisiao already ,i really sot jor when i meet those thing, nvm u let me sleep with u , but u keep mention tell me ,only 1 day nia ,1 day nia..., ok then , 9am he sms u ,12pm he sms u again? i got see, frist sms "sleep de" ,second sms " sorry no say anything" ,the anything about wat? "dear ? darling ? lover? muack?"
Omg why u all wan lie me ? say bro wow, say love me wow...but u two behind do wat?me at ur side..no sleep whole day ,think same problem same queiston!
when wake up working , i know u sure reply him ,i go back ,i so scare ,scare to reach ph, reach jor ,wash face faster and faster...then take u wan geh thing ,go ur house, and i really wan see the msg,i know u dun let i ,i no care jor , wat i see ,i no dare trust...i cant trust everything ,i so messy argg....i see he reply u , love ar darling ar dear ar...i so angry so luan i hit myself infront u ,i cry infront u ,i so hurt....
I SO SCARE AR
