I very messy ,i cannot cold down.

Why ,why wan i will know about that? why he wan like this chu mai me? i treat him so bad? he know i am mandyng bf ,why he still wan like this betray me? he really wan like this do to me?

this morning , i wait ur sms and ur call, when u call me i very happy ,really happy ,how i know u call me ask me take something for u ? nvm . i keep waiting untill cannot sleep well...when i call u ,u tell me u eating at house ,at house got car horn? some one told me u not at house ,i very luan that time, and very messy , i no think other thing ,just wear shoe and go down find u ,i donno where u at ,i no care ,i just go down find ,finally i saw u ,but u together with XX ! that time wat i think i really donno ,i just fiant jor blank jor sot jor.....! u know that time my feeling? i have do until like this to u before? i have let u saw i with girl ? OMg why ?

some more u still tell me u , u two is kam ngam meet dao, u tell me u eat ,and u tell me u at MCD....then at minishop buy rice....,i know that u already LUAN ,wat u say u also donno jor ,becos u saw me !

nvm ,i cry infrot her ,i kisiao already ,i really sot jor when i meet those thing, nvm u let me sleep with u , but u keep mention tell me ,only 1 day nia ,1 day nia..., ok then , 9am he sms u ,12pm he sms u again? i got see, frist sms "sleep de" ,second sms " sorry no say anything" ,the anything about wat? "dear ? darling ? lover? muack?"

Omg why u all wan lie me ? say bro wow, say love me wow...but u two behind do wat?me at ur side..no sleep whole day ,think same problem same queiston!


when wake up working , i know u sure reply him ,i go back ,i so scare ,scare to reach ph, reach jor ,wash face faster and faster...then take u wan geh thing ,go ur house, and i really wan see the msg,i know u dun let i ,i no care jor , wat i see ,i no dare trust...i cant trust everything ,i so messy argg....i see he reply u , love ar darling ar dear ar...i so angry so luan i hit myself infront u ,i cry infront u ,i so hurt....



I SO SCARE AR

你在我記憶旅行 每步也驚心
跟你踏過許多足印 捨不得轉身



明天過後 來揮一揮手
天高地厚 就此各自暢遊
忘記玩偶 忘不了蕩過韆鞦
縱使雙手多麼緊扣 亦要走

從此以後 誰也不回頭
一早熱透 汗水切勿倒流
忘記沒有 忘不了路過沙丘
愛到枯乾都找不到綠洲

你在我記憶旅行 每步也驚心
跟你踏過許多足印 捨不得轉身
你贈我太多見聞 拿不走的熱吻
多努力放低 偏不會忘記 苦戀紀念品
純屬過路風箏不懂愛別人

浮沙滿地 沉重的傳奇
沙粒極重 任它浸沒眼眉
忘記道理 忘不了亦會別離
在你掌心之中刻上自己

你在我記憶旅行 每步也驚心
跟你踏過許多足印 捨不得轉身
你贈我太多見聞 拿不走的熱吻
多努力放低 偏不會忘記 苦戀紀念品
忘掉昨日今天不必要熱吻

你在我記憶旅行 每步也驚心
跟你踏過許多足印 捨不得轉身
你贈我太多見聞 拿不走的熱吻
多努力放低 偏不會忘記 苦戀紀念品
純屬過路風箏不懂愛別人
寧願以後只可分享半滴吻

傻啦！我邊度會嬲我愛概人，錫都來唔砌








From you :
ytd what i chat with u.. all is true..
i really want go all the place i want with u..
doesnt means i dont want see u, u understand ?
but u make me so worry u, dont want back home. i dont want u like this.

爱来得太迟，一切都是过去

一切都过去了，我用尽办法，都补救不到我之前做的东西也讨不回你的心，我很失败，为何当初我不把你保管好？为何要把你放在一个没人看到的？对不起，如果在有机会，我会把你放在我的肩旁上，不会在把你丢在没有人看到的地方。

我承认，之前我没有哪么爱你，但是现在太迟了，爱太迟了，现在我失去后才发觉，原来我很需要你，很爱你，不想你离去，爱来的太迟了，什么东西都失去了！

妈妈对不起，我没用，没有把你的好媳妇永远留在身边，妈妈我知道你很喜欢mandy,他的人真的很好，我真的不敢想我以后的女朋友和老婆，是不是一个好的，但是最希望，我以后的老婆和女朋友，还是Mandy

MANDY，我辜负了你，我对你不起，我真的不想看到别的男生拥有你，贴着你，模你，我很自私因为我爱你！
我永远是你的，你也永远是我的，以后以后，我都不想看到你用男人拥有你，这样我怕我回伤心而死，我干脆死掉算，都不想有哪种很辛苦辛苦的感受，对不起！！

如果你有来这样，请你听“http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcw4-TvNPJA” 注意歌词

如果有机会，我想和你一起听 “梁山伯与朱丽叶”和“嫁给我”

我爱的是你MANDY NG
I Love You forever love...

if ppl ask me ,how much i love u ,i will answer : more than word can say...
if ppl ask me,how much i miss u, i will answer : i miss u every hour, minute and Second
if ppl ask me ,how much i need you, i will answer : everything until forever





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Donno wanna put what title...

today i go back and see all ur old post....
i feel so touch ,and so stupid before i done those stupid thing....
i see jor,i wan cry ....

i show here... wat she write before...
"Thursday, December 30, 2010


Yesterday you ask me, me izzit very love you.. but I no give you any response.. Actually in my heart.. the answer is YES. Don't know you know it or not ? I always think the way to make you happy when together with me. Always control myself not to check you but I failed !! Because I always wanna know you outside got another or not.. Hahahaha... You just like a dessert for me. I love dessert. I love Tiramisu ! You are the one Tiramisu only I eat !! Hahahaha... Sometime you can give me sweet but sometime can feel bitter also. But I like it~ Hahaha... I really need you so much. AWWW !! Mr.K a Mr.K.. I miss you so much ! XD~ I want you always care about me, hug me and love me ! Wakakakaka... Can or not ?? =.="



very stupid me ^^
i cant have back this memories...
she wont come back my side anymore...
my tear wan drop ...Shhh...dun let other saw it
relax....cold down...
Kelvin , if really got fate...she forever is u...
yes, i know , i know...^^


I very regret lah , hate my life....

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Mandy Ng Mun yee
I
Love
You
Please dun leave me alone....
I hope i am ur forever special one in ur life
even i die even u have other ,i still ur special Mr.K

SO WORRIES

22th Aug
she going to bangkok , i very worry .....
but this travel trip ,i hope she can relax, and think think can give me a chance or not?
but i scare thie travel trip ,she relax happy untill forgot me ?
how? i really donno how ,i just know i so worry ,the days slowly coming, i worry one day more than one day....
no dare think if reach that day ,she not at office 5days....really ~
she go bangkok, few girl ,i donno she will stay with who...i hope she staying with kahmun nia...

worry worry worry worry......


really wan like this?
从不认识变认识，认识变朋友，朋友变情人，情人变爱人，爱人变回情人，情人变回朋友，朋友变回认识，认识变回不认识

我不要

So hurt...

i do so many thing for u ,just hope can get ur heart back only, but u tell me :

•*♥*•мäŋđҰ•*♥*• says (5:12 PM):

but i dont need u liao

•*♥*•мäŋđҰ•*♥*• says (5:26 PM):

 no ppl do for me

 i just dont want u do anymore jor

 u no need so care me liao

•*♥*•мäŋđҰ•*♥*• says (5:27 PM):

 all i dont want

 no ppl care me 

 i dont need anyone come care me

i no sleep ,go buy bread and cook food for u ,i just wan tam u , but u tell me,u dunwan me do like this anymore , u dun need me liao , when i see this...very hurt ,my heart so pain ,suddenly blank jor......

Really cant give me chance to Recovery

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First time cook for you

^^ i first time cook food for u , wat u feel? i donno , hope u feel touch....

i will cook another food for u next time , i wan slowly get back ur heart....

why i will so late sleep ,becos i really cannt sleep, when i cls my eye then will appear all of mandyng xD...

i cant sleep , i go buy bread for u...but dint see ur face become happy = = ,really like wat i do also useless, cant get back ur heart....ur heart really fly far far from me ...

actaully that food ,i cook for us , can eat with u ....but u ask me? cook for me only? then u say cant finish ,so i ask u share with them....iam ok ^^ , actaully the food and the bread, i dun have keep for myself geh ,i dun have de....i only give u

i still have one food nvr cook for u ^^ u guess guess wat is that xD

today when i working , open my msn , i receive ur emotion "/iloveu" very happy , u send me this and u dunwan together with me back ,i dun understand?
i know u still loving me ,but nvm u dun admit,i will show u my true heart

I love You Mandyng

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Tomorrow Haft day , u will come last time accompany me ?

Broken Heart

Read this blog before remember open volume ,quite Match xD

guy are easily jealous , say true... i am jealous ,can? after argue with u , i going to back home that time ,i quite worries ,i worries i scare u jump down , when i reach House, first thing i do ,not changing cloth ,is find some one who stay with u and call them ,ask is it u coming back already ?

u thought every time i scold u ,my heart very SONG? my heart very happy ? everytime i scold u ,after that my heart so pian ! but this time u really dint think about me ,u let me feel that u no respect , before wat i bad wat done wrong, that all is past already ,but every time argue u also say back ,who wrong? say already dunwan mention anymore ,but the end? who spoil their promise?

yah ,u going to visit Colleague is nothing happen , but u have think? i am ur boyfriend leh, u going to visit two times , but never come and accompany me even i no go to find u ? how i think of you ,u doing like this? u tell me their ask u go , their ask u go u sure wan to go? go one time cannot? must go two times?

really never respect , i thinking back i starting wanna angry again , u keep say u never do wrong ,just going to visit Colleague ! make me more angry , u really dun understand wat i talking about, but u keep say u so understanding , this call understanding?

if u were me , i going to visit girl , i tell u she is my sister ! u will how ?dun say visit , if u come back KL already 2days , i also never come and find u even sms to u , u already angry and sms or call me and scold me !

hiaz....the trouble already past...so that i need hard working, dun think about relationship anymore ! wat i need now i will go do , no need tell any one before i do....

i delete u ,becos i cant control ,i know i some time will find u ,i will find u ,becos i not yet forgot u , give me some time, i need time, time can let me forgot everything every memories....

i not first time like this , i get hurt many time and hurt ppl many time, so i will past this time too.....u will find a guy more caring u love u miss u protect u , good than me ^^







Hiaz...........3days ,everyday sleeping also will keep wake up awhile, do u know wat happen ? guess urself


如果有缘做夫妻的话，将来依然还是夫妻

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